Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was as bad as usual little girl, that screaming little coo over the back there was as loud as ever , with several dogs, and a certain lunatic making it even worse. At one time, that deranged, red-eyed thing from the swamp was making so much noise, I thought that someone had run over its pointy tail. Molly’s tray needed a good clean, so I hoped that something might have gone trundling out early, but they did not. As usual, it waited for dopey daft me to go downstairs, then wanted me to get out of the way before it went trundling off out. I had to clean and dress my finger, make the coffee, then get up here out the way… and it still dithered around until about an hour after midday before trundling off. Thankfully, I was then allowed to go downstairs and get Molly’s tray scrubbed, but I did not want to stay down there longer than I should. I did not fancy being flattened when something came crashing through the big scary old door, so Molly’s tray had to be cleaned quickly… I do not know when it came back, but I was glad that I was up here out of the way. I bought my poor Mum and little sister some of those prawns that you like the other day while I was in town, and yesterday afternoon was the only time that they could eat them, as something else would have wanted to gobble down most of them. I had a horrible headache yesterday afternoon, and the noises from out there were not helping at all. When I went down there for my soup last evening, something was waiting for me to get out the way, as it wanted to go thundering down the hallway. I got Molly’s food and water up here as quickly as I could, got my soup ready, then I got out of the way… my soup was not heated properly, but I did not dare go back down, in fear of being flattened. I left Molly in the kitchen, but kept going down to see if she was okay, and when I went down there to bring her back up here, some idiot started letting off fireworks. I cannot think what some idiot could be doing next around here, but it will not be long before I find out. I had to take Molly back down there one more time before I got into bed, that was late again, I had another awful night, and was awake early again this morning. I fed Percy and George with the usual stuff, let George out with ham, and gave Percy a saucer of ham and salmon. I had to put poor Percy out when I went back down to make the coffee, as it is the day when something shovels down more than usual… huge breakfasts are sizzling away as I tap. Then there is the huge lump of pork that I had to get out of the freezer yesterday, I bought all of them for my poor Mum and little sister, but that big lump gobbles down most of it. There is enough there to last a family of five for three days, yet it will be gone by this afternoon, maybe tomorrow. I have to go to the hospital again tomorrow little girl, so I will not be able to come on here to Charlie and you, but I will be back on here the day after. I am dreading it, not the hospital, but being in the way tomorrow morning, there will be wild trumpeting, snorting, thundering down hallways, and all sorts of things, just as there was with the old ogre. He detested me going to the doctor, dentist, and hospital, and if he found out that I was going, would stop me from going, and go there himself with one of his imaginary illnesses. He even once went trundling down to the doctor with something only women can get, and came back here furious because the doctor lost his temper with him. Something else is exactly the same, if my poor Mum, little sister, or dopey me feel ill, it will feel the same within minutes. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX