William 10th September 2021

Good morning beautiful Toppy. The day before yesterday was terrible little girl, a load of dogs were barking, and a spoilt kid over the back there was screaming as loudly as it could all afternoon. It got worse when I went down there to the kitchen in the late afternoon, as that genetically modified lunatic over there at the swamp started with its great big cakehole. I did not think that it could get any worse, and then a herd of babies started wailing. When I got back down there in the evening, a herd of old trollops had gathered over there at the stinking old swamp, but just as I was getting myself some cheese, it came over very dark… then I had to get out the way for something. When I got up here, it was even darker, dopey daft me did not know it, but it had started pouring down, I did not realise until I heard the rain getting heavier, and battering off the leaves on the poor trees. I had terrible trouble with Molly, who kept wowing to go back downstairs, I had an awful night, and was awake very early again. The usual stuff had been left in the kitchen for me to take out there to the bins, and when I had done that, I fed poor Percy and George, let George out with ham, gave Percy his usual saucer of food, then got up here out the way. I left here as soon as I had given my poor Mum her tea, as something was waiting for me to get out of their way. I did not enjoy the walk into town, something was wrong, but I could not think what it was, and when I got to the shops, I had forgotten the list again. I got what I thought was needed, and bought myself three tins of soup, two lumps of blue cheese, some biscuits, and some salad for some egg rolls… I even remembered the rolls, but forgot the salad cream. I had three very heavy bags, my backpack was stuffed full again, and the walk home was horrible. Poor Percy was out there when I got back, but he would not come in with me, so I had to leave him out there. When I had put everything away, up here I had to get, as something was waiting for me to get out of the way so that it could get dressed. After I was allowed back down there just before midday, I had to get back up here quickly, as something was waiting for me to get out the way so it could go trundling off out. I had some mushroom soup last evening, but of course, I choked on it, and Molly was the same as usual with her wailings. I do not think I had a good night, as when I woke up this morning, I did not want to get up, but I did so I could feed Percy and George. They both had a good feed, I let George out with ham, gave Percy his saucer of food, and got back up here out the way… as usual. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX