Good morning beautiful Topsy. Even though I felt better yesterday morning, I was soon back to feeling very low again, as yesterday turned into another horrible swamp thing day. I have never heard a blasted smoke alarm go off so many times as the one that goes off in their ramshackle odd place, and I am sure that that crosseyed, bucktoothed lunatic is setting fires in there, as it is always being shouted, screamed, and bellowed at before it is told off. There was a load of dogs barking over the back there, with lots of screaming and shouting, and it just got worse as the day went on. I did manage to have a bowl of soup last evening, which made me feel a bit better, but then the swamp things just got louder, and I felt low again. When I went down there to the kitchen for Molly last night, they were still at it out there, and when I got back up here, the dogs were let out to bark and jump at the big old fence. I was not expecting a good night when I eventually got into bed, but I only woke up twice, and when I woke up this morning, I had overslept by almost half an hour… I have not done that for a very long time. I rushed down there to the kitchen to feed Percy and George, poor Percy was crying away as I got in there, and he flew in when I opened the garden doors. I called for George, who soon came running from somewhere, but would not come in until her food was ready. I gave them a good feed, let George out with ham, gave Percy his stuff, then got up here out of the way before I was flattened. I had to get out of the way when I went back down to make the coffee, and heard somethings great big mouth bellowing at my poor Mum in the room she had gone into as I came up the hallway. It soon shut up when I went in there, and then I had to get back up here out of the way again. I am dreading this weekend little girl, I have a feeling that it is going to be another horrible time. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX