Good morning beautiful TopTops. I am sorry about not coming on here to little you yesterday little girl, but I felt absolutely terrible. I had had yet another terrible night, was awake very early again, and had been feeling very low the day before…then as I was tapping away to Charlie, I just felt like I could not go on any longer. I felt so bad, and just laid back in this chair, and about four hours after getting up, I fell asleep. Of course, my sleep did not last for long, as huge breakfasty thingies were just about to be sizzling away down there in the kitchen, and someone slammed a huge stack of heavy old pans down as hard as they possibly could. It woke me with a start, and I had only been asleep for half an hour or so, but felt a bit better. I hoped that I would have had a good night last night, but no, I was waking up every hour or so, and was awake early again this morning. I went down there to the kitchen to feed Percy and George, but George did not want to come in… she soon did when I got her food ready though. After they had finished that, I gave them both ham, then let George out with some more, and left Percy down there in the kitchen until I went to make the coffee. He had to go out then, as I have to put Molly down there soon, because I have something to do up here. Strangely enough, he did not want to go out as odd thingy always says he does… and he certainly did not run to the big scary old door, as the big scary old kitchen door was shut. He can stay in for as long as he wants tomorrow though, that is until midday anyway, or until odd thingy decides he wants to go out. We do love you Toppy, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX