William 30th January 2021

Good mornings beautiful TopTops. For some reason I can only remember having to get out of odd thingies way when I went downstairs yesterday… and putting too much cheese in my mushroom soup, I have become addicted to that, and shall have to stop. Seeing as I have been awake very early every morning for ages, I was very tired last night after taking Molly down to see my poor Mum, and then having to get out of the way again. I sat here for a while, then got into bed with the new not so scary old fan turned on… I was very hot, and only woke up to turn it off early this morning. I went back to sleep again, and woke up again, but because I was so tired, I fell asleep again, and overslept by five minutes. Molly was hiding somewhere when I opened the curtains, and did not appear until I came back up here after feeding Percy and George. I made sure that they both had a good feed, with a load of ham as well, but somehow I forgot to give them any biscuits. I had to put George out with a load of ham, as I did not have time to give Percy any. She has almost gotten through a whole pack since yesterday, poor Percy has hardly had any… and they are big packs as well, full right up they are, not like those packs of turkery hammy stuff I used to buy, they were not even half full. I left poor Percy with a saucerful of ham, and when I went back down there to make coffee, he had cleared it away. It was pouring down this morning when I got up, it still was when I went to make the coffee, and still is now. I have got all angry again little girl, and it is the greediness of odd thingy that has got me like this. I took a huge lump of pork out of the fridge, which would have fed a family of four, with more left over. My poor Mum said that there would only be enough for odd thingy though, so I found four lamb choppy things, and suggested that odd thingy had them, and my poor Mum and other sister had the pork for tomorrow’s dinner, and the day after. She said that she would see what odd thingy said, but I know she will eat the whole joint to herself, with spuds, peas, yorkshire puddings, and gravy, then will still look around for more afterwards. I cannot even get down there in the kitchen to eat cod in butter sauce, mash, and peas as I used too, as I have to get out of her way as soon as I get down there. Bringing it up here is a big no-no, as Molly would gleefully go to her tray, grinning at me as she did so… dopey daft me has to make do with soup on an evening. I cannot even have noodles anymore because they take too long for me to make, and odd thingies itching to go thundering down the hallway. I know there is going to be an argument between odd thingy and my other sister because odd thingy is so greedy. She will probably end up walloping down the huge lump of pork, and those lamb choppy things too… it is exactly what she and the old ogre used to do years ago, and I cannot even go out to get more, because she will start an argument… I am sure it does not have a conscience, just as the old ogre did not. I have gone on and on again little girl, I am sorry. We do love you Topsy, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX