Good morning beautiful TopTops. Yesterday and the day before were awful little girl, and I have only just remembered that it was raining when I left here yesterday to go into town… I have been so wound up and angry, I forgot all about it. When I got back here with the shopping, I had to put everything away quickly, then get out of odd thingies way so she could get ready to go trundling out, and when I went back down just before midday, I had to get out of her way again. She was waiting for me to get out of her snorting way so that she could go trundling off out, but after I had gotten out of her snorting, thundering way, she changed her mind. She waited for me to go down there to the kitchen late yesterday afternoon to get my mushroom soup ready, and then decided that I was in her barging way, as she wanted to go trundling out for blasted chickens and chips. That was more greasy paper to shove in the recycling bin. If that was not enough for me, when I went back down for my soup last evening, my other sister was waiting for me to get out of her way so that she could do the washing up. I could not believe it, every day has me not being able to believe things, but yesterday and the day before were the worst yet… I hate to think what great big woolly surprises await me today when I dare to go downstairs. I was so angry yesterday morning, I forgot the shopping list. I tried to remember what to get, most of it was what I had bought my poor Mum, and had then been grabbed, gobbled down, and then wanted every week since. Of course, I forgot things like a huge lump of pork for Sunday afternoons chompings, which I despise getting anyway, there is only one in the freezer. I forgot the bacon, but remembered the blasted sausages, and those baby mushrooms that I so used to like. I remembered to get myself a few things, the big box of catfood, and some biscuits for Tiddly… Molly’s cheesy biscuity things have not been out of stock for about a month now, big woolly surprise there. I went to bed hot and bothered last night, I had an awful time the night before, and was hoping for a good sleep, but of course, that was not going to happen, and I was awake very early again this morning. I went downstairs and fed poor Percy and George, and gave them a load of ham, then got back up here before I got in anyone’s way. I had to let Percy out when I went back down to make the coffee, and of course, I then had to get out of the snorting way. I have been so wound up that I forgot to go onto Jenny’s page the day before yesterday, and yesterday as well… I have not done that before, no matter how bad things have been. We do love you Toppy, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX