Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was another one of those days where no matter what I did, I was in the ogresses snorting, barging, thundering way, wide-load bearing way, and it really got me down. She was waiting for me to get out of her way when I went down there to the kitchen just before midday, so I was back up her just after midday, and did not go back down there until late yesterday afternoon. Of course, then she was waiting to be fed, and gobbled so much down, there was not enough for my little sister… and that made her so angry, that she did not dare make herself anything else, as the ogress would have wanted that too. I had just enough time down there to get myself a small piece of blue cheese and a few crisps, and then get some leek and potato soup ready for that evening. When I went down there last evening, the ogress was yet again waiting to come thundering down the hallway, so I had to be quick then too. I was not very happy, but thankfully, I did not choke on my soup or rolls, which was nice. I was also in the way when I took Molly downstairs last night to see my poor Mum, I had to get back up here without Molly even seeing my poor Mum, then down the hallway the ogress went snorting. I was angry, but also tired, and got onto the bed early to read… I got into bed earlier than usual, and fell asleep quickly, but was soon awake again, and again, and then again. When I woke up this morning, I had overslept by just a couple of minutes, and Molly came to greet me as I opened the curtains. When I staggered off down there to the kitchen, I was almost flattened by the ogress thundering up the hallway like an out of control tank when I got to the bottom of the stairs. I could not believe it, at that time of the morning too… I was not very happy. When I got into the kitchen, I opened the garden doors, and poor Percy came running in with George, I waited to see if that tiny black kitten would come along, as I knew it was there, but it did not come. I gave Percy and George their food, they both finished at the same time, and then I gave them some ham. I had to throw some outside for George, as she wanted poor Percy’s ham too. That little black kitten ran up as I threw George’s ham out, so I threw some out there for it as well. Poor Percy had got onto Charlie’s chair by the scary old washing machine, so I have him some ham, left some on a saucer, and got back up here out of the way before the ogress came thundering along again. I had to let poor Percy out when I went back down to make some tea, but I did get a cuddle from him. When I had made the tea, I had to get back up here out of the ogresses snorting way with Molly… I have a feeling that today is going to be another one of those days little girl, tomorrow I will probably be very depressed. We do love you Topsy, we love you so much little girl, and we do love you, we love you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX