Good morning beautiful Topsy. There was a lot of barking, and some lunaticaring laughing yesterday little girl, but it was nowhere near as bad as it was over the weekend. I still felt depressed, and whenever I was allowed down there into the kitchen, which was not for long, I was almost falling over because I was so tired. Dopey daft me thinks that I have not been getting much sleep because I have not been eating properly… well I have been eating, it is just that I keep choking when I eat. I choked on some Vimto the other evening, so I am going to bed with an empty stomach. Even though I am hungry, I do not bolt my food, I eat carefully. Like one Sunday when I used to eat meat, I had bought myself some beef that was in tin that was cooked in the oven, and when I went down there to the kitchen for it, I was caught by the old ogre, who moaned at me… I had to get out of his way so quickly that I forgot to get some mustard. When I came back downstairs for it, he caught me again, and snatched it from my hand, so I came back upstairs without it, and at my dinner. I did not bolt it then, but it got caught in my throat, and I was ill… the old ogre heard me, and then told me that I should not have been so greedy. I was not greedy little girl, he was the one that was greedy, he had two or three breakfasts, something at 9, then 11, then lunch, then dinner, then his tea, then supper, then cheese and crackers at night. He moaned at me for eating one meal a day. I so not know what I am doing little girl, I am so tired that I can hardly see the screen. I had another terrible night, and did not want to get up this morning, but Percy and George needed to be fed. After I had fed them, I got back up here out of the way, and later went back down to make some tea, where I had to get out of the ogresses snorting way yet again. Maybe I will have a good sleep tonight, if I do not, I do not know what I am going to do the day after tomorrow, as I have to go into town for more blasted food for those two. I had a load of food delivered last week, it should have lasted at least three weeks, but it has gone already… I even hid sausages and lamb for my poor Mum, but they were rooted out, cooked, and gobbled down. I am getting so sick and tired of having to go into town, and stagger back here with bags and bags of food that should last over a week, but is gone in just a few days thanks to those gobbling two. If I buy myself something, I will go to the fridge to get it, and find that it has been eaten already. I am so tired and hungry little girl, it is making me feel so weird. We do love you Topsy, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX