William 8th March 2020

Good morning beautiful Topsy. I am so tired that I cannot remember much about yesterday little girl, just that some food that I had ordered for Molly, Percy, and George came… and that a small buckety thing that I ordered for the birdseed was delivered, but the dopey delivery sent one so big, a horse could eat out of it. The last time that I had catfood delivered was almost three months ago, when poor Jenny was still with us, she loves that food, I just cannot buy it in the big shoppy place. It is just as well that I cannot buy it in the big shoppy place, as it is in a box of 120 packets, and it is bad enough trying to carry a box of 48 packets of food home with all the shopping that I have to get… and I have to go out for more shopping tomorrow. The ogress is getting through so much food it is unbelievable, yet when my poor Mum asks her to go and get some shopping, she comes up with the same old cobblers of not feeling well, it is no wonder, the amount of food she gets down herself. Dopey me yesterday… a bowl of noodles and a few biscuits, the ogress did not stop eating from the moment that she got up, until she went to sleep, and she was probably still eating then as well. Seeing as I have to go out yet again early tomorrow morning little girl, I will not be able to come on here to Charlie and you, but I will be back on here the day after… I will not be getting drunk again as I did a couple of weeks ago, I do feel depressed, but not as much as I was then. We love you so much Topsy, we do love you little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX