Good morning beautiful Topsy. I might as well have stayed up here when the ogress went trundling off yesterday morning just before midday little girl, when I got down there, I only had a few minutes, and I was back up here a couple of minutes after midday. It made me feel very low again, and I would have gone out to get out of the way even further, but I did not want to leave my poor Mum… I have to go out next week though, the cats will need more food, and I will have to buy more chicken. I still felt low when I went down there to the kitchen late yesterday afternoon, it was so dark that I had to draw the curtains, and I cannot remember if I looked out there into the garden for the cats. I had wanted a bowl of noodles yesterday, but eggs had been boiled, shelled, and sliced, so I cut up some vegetables, I did not want to waste the eggs, maybe today I can have some noodles. I felt a lot better yesterday evening, something that my poor Mum did made me feel a lot happier. It was very cold when I got into bed last night, it has been for the past few days, so cold in fact, that I did not need to have the new not so scary old fan turned on. I was having a good sleep, then something woke me, it took ages for me to get back to sleep, and when I woke up this morning, I had overslept by forty-five minutes. Molly came wowing across the room to meet me as I got out of bed, and I did not notice how cold it was until I got down there to the kitchen. Of course, there was a big pile of cardboard, bottles, and tins waiting for dopey daft me to take out there to the bins, and when I opened the garden doors, Jenny and George came running into the kitchen. While I was over there at the newspaper bins, poor Percy came running up, and came in with me, almost tripping me up as I went to get some food. I made sure that they all had a good feed, but I had to leave them for a couple of minutes while I went to wash my hands in the downstairs bathroom. By the time that I got back, the food had gone, and George was on Charlie's chair by the scary old washing machine. I did not want to put them back out there into the cold, but they could not stay in, maybe they can come in later… I washed everything up, and then got back up here out of the rain. I still felt good at that time, but when I went back down to make some tea, I suddenly felt very low again, I did not even have time to get myself a bowl of those nutty cornflakey things before I had to get out of the ogresses way. Maybe I will not feel as depressed as I feel right now tomorrow, I hope so anyway. We do love you Topsy, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX