Good morning Top Tops. This week has been such a horrible week, so far I have been terribly depressed, then the ogress starts an argument with my poor Mum, I felt a bit better yesterday, then I got all angry last evening with some rotten odd shopping ordering thingies, and they never have anything that I ask for. You would think that I was asking for something exotic, but all I want are some nutty cornflakey things to be delivered, and some pork for my poor Mum to put in the big freezery thing. I was so angry yesterday evening that I almost smashed my ipaddy thingy, and I got onto the bed angry… so when Molly started to cry to go down to see my poor Mum, I shouted at her to shut up. I felt terribly guilty afterwards, but since Molly has been asking to go down to see my poor Mum, the ogress has cottoned on, and when I go down there with Molly, I am in the ogresses way again. That has made me angry as well, as everything that I do, I end up being in her four-legged, snorting, toothless grinning way. I was all right this morning, I was awake early, Molly came out from behind the curtains to greet me, I cuddled herm and told her that I was sorry, and I went down to feed the cats. A slithering swamp thing was out there, at that time of the morning, watching what I was doing as I got the big bucket from the tree, and I managed to feed Percy, Jenny, and George. Percy and Jenny were starving, but George did not even finish eating one packet of that posh ducky stuff with biscuits, so I gave it to Percy and Jenny. I filled the big bucket with seed, and put it out there in the tree when Percy and Jenny went out, and those greedy fat pig-eons have been around already trying to suck up as much as they can into their big fat greedy beaks… and that has made me angry. When I went back downstairs to make some tea, I tried using another shopping ordering thingy, but that was as bad as the other one, and that made me angry, then I had to get out of the ogresses way, which made me even angrier. After over an hour of tapping away to Charlie, I thought that I would go back down to the kitchen to get a bowl of those nutty cornflakey things, as I thought something sweet would calm me down. However, when I got down there to the kitchen, I was in the ogresses way, which made me angry, and she had decided to slap some cornflakey things down as well… which made me even angrier, and she is not supposed to have sweet things, and she is supposed to be in pain with one of her back legs. As each day foes by, she gets more and more like the old ogre, anything that we get for ourselves, she eats it, and her not being at work because she is in pain is doing all of out heads in. I can hear her big cakehole going in the hallway, and she had better not be starting on my poor Mum again, as I am about to loose it. I had better go little girl, maybe tomorrow I will be a lot happier, but I doubt it. We do love you Topsy, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX