Good morning brave Topsy. I am so sorry about not coming on here yesterday and the day before little girl… I was so depressed the day before yesterday that I got drunk, and then the ogress came trundling home from work early, and came crashing through the big scary old door because her knee was hurting her, that only made me feel worse. When I had that headache for six months, it was hurting me terribly, and the doctor at the hospital told me that I could have dropped dead at any moment, but I still carried on. The old ogre took time off work because one of his toes was hurting, or he had cut his finger, or he had 'tummy ache,' as he put it, I thought only children had tummy aches, I am so glad that I do not take after him, as the ogress so much does. The ogress is off down to the doctors again the day after tomorrow, timed to come crashing through the big scary old door just as I am going past with Molly just before midday. She has been down the doctors more times in a month, than my poor Mum and dopey me have in two years. I was depressed yesterday as well little girl, and the heat was so bad that I thought that something was going to happen to me. I cannot take heat like that because of my dopey daft head, it is not as hot today, but I still have had to turn the fan on, as I am sweating terribly. The nights have been even worse little girl, I have not had much sleep since before it got so hot, but I did feed the cats yesterday morning, and I will feed them again tomorrow morning. It was supposed to be raining early this morning, but of course, it has not, and there is supposed to be a thunderstorm this afternoon… but that will not happen either, all those highly paid weather lying idiots get right is the heat. I still feel very low little girl, and cannot think of much else to tell you, maybe I will feel better tomorrow, but with the ogress doing all she can to cause trouble, I doubt that I will be. We do love you Topsy, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX