Good morning beautiful Topsy. It has been an awful few days little girl, after being allowed downstairs to sit with my little sister, something is back in charge, and I am back up here out of the way… I am snorted at if I even dare to go in to see my poor Mum. Ignorant nurses arrive, bang-bang-banging on the big scary old door whenever my little sister dishes up dinner, and something wants so much on its plate, my little sister had to go without breakfast this morning, so it could fill its bags. Of course, this morning, I had just a few biscuits, at dinner yesterday, somethings great plate was so full of hot food, it was almost over the side. I was allowed down there to get a bowl of corn flakes, a hot drink, and then I had to get back up here. At the times I am allowed downstairs, nurses arrive, I do not go down there much little girl, and by the time they leave, I am in the way, so I cannot go down there. One is coming this morning, and she is arriving just before midday. At least my poor Mum is home, and getting treatment, but how can it be that they come bang-bang-banging at the door whenever food is dished up, or I am about to go down there. My little sister had dinner ready half an hour earlier yesterday, and as soon as my poor Mum had a forkful in her mouth, an ignorant, woolly-headed odd nurse came bang-bang-banging at the big scary old door. When my little sister opened the big scary old door, it tried to push her aside, and come inside. "I is coming in," it ignorantly said, and got its own stinking way, the same as that evil old ogre used to, and something else still does, no matter who else has to suffer. I was surprised that I was allowed to feed poor George yesterday, but even after I had done that, I had to get out the way. I hoped that she would stay in, but no, she wanted to go out, who can blame her… after twelve days of rest, I would like to get out of here. I cannot though, as I feel almost as bad as I did two weeks ago. The ignorant coo was supposed to come back here at the time I would be downstairs one last time, and for some reason, I went down there early to get Charlies waterbowl, plate, and Mollys saucer early. I had just got up here, when the blasted thing came bang-bang-banging on the big scary old door again, almost an hour earlier. I had to eventually go down there, but as I was in the hallway, I just happened to get in its great, big, wide, barging, ignoramusing, woolly-headed way. When I did get to go to see my poor Mum, I was in the way again, so I had to get back up here, and was in bed later than usual. I was so wound up, I did not think I would be able to sleep, but I fell asleep, though I was soon waking up for drinks, then I woke up early again. I was too tired to move, and went back to sleep, then when I woke up again, I had overslept by almost forty-five minutes. I am glad that I looked at my watch, and not my phone, as it was that many blasted minutes past. I did not want to get up then, but poor George would be waiting for food, when I was visiting my poor Mum, I was feeding her almost four hours earlier. When I got down there to the kitchen, George was crying at the garden doors as I filled the kettle, so I let her in, and gave her a pack of food. George had three packs again, I hoped that she would stay in, but she followed me out into the hallway, and wanted to go out at the big scary old door. I let her out, then got up here out the way. I went down to see my poor Mum about an hour later, but was being snorted at not long after going in the room. My Mum had not even been given her tablets, and had no water, so I had to do that before getting out of the way. That nurse that was supposed to be here just before midday, has not arrived yet, so I could have gone down there… had I done so though, she would have arrived. I hope that today is going to be better than it was yesterday and the day before little girl. I love you Topsy, I do love you little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much too, you beautiful, brave, beloved little girl. XxX