Good morning beautiful TopTops. I am sorry that I did not come on here yesterday little girl, but apart from being dopey, and terribly forgetful, I do have a very good reason. My other sister took poor Tiddles to the vets two days ago little girl, but of course, as what usually happens when I take Molly, Charlie, Tiddles and you there, someone pushed her out of the way. It had only happened to me the previous day, and I am getting so fed up with it happening, I really am. Poor Tiddles could not get in to see that nice lady vet, so she had to see some arrogant, ignorant, piggy-eyed odd man, who wanted to put poor Tiddles to sleep immediately. When my other sister started crying, he told her that he did not know why she was crying, as she could always get another cat. He wanted to see me straight away, to give him permission to put poor Tiddles to sleep, but thankfully, the nice lady vet stepped in… I was able to pick up Tiddles in the afternoon, and bring her back home. I should have been here to tell you yesterday little girl, but what with that, and that blasted jabbering, ignorant nurse at my poor Mum’s place, I forgot. Those blasted foxes have been at Molly’s little resting place again, though the right sized box arrived to days ago, so I put that on top of Molly’s little resting place yesterday. Of course, I could not do it when I wanted to, as a herd of slavering, inbred swamp-things were out there, in the freezing cold, with those two retarded things that have red, pointed tails. I had to wait until about two hours past midday when I let George in to feed her, and she did not like waiting. I will go out there again later, but as with yesterday, there are some great big mouths out there, but I do not know if it is swamp-things, retarded things, or other big-mouthed things over the back there. I was so tired yesterday, the furthest that I walked, was out there to Molly’s little resting place and back… my legs and feet hurt terribly. I stayed downstairs in one of the rooms with poor Tiddles and my little sister, and just sat on a chair, there was a load of old rubbish on the telly. I have not listened to any music since Charlie was so cruelly snatched from me, and I am sure that I have only watched one film since Molly was so cruelly and spitefully snatched from me… and that was downstairs. I put George out when I went to get my dinner, I had to have corn flakes, as I would have choked on anything else, and even then, I almost choked on them. When I went down there to give Tiddles her chicken soup and medicine, I let George back in, and she wanted more food. I really do not know where she puts it, though she has always been the same, as she used to try to eat the other cats food. That was when I was feeding six, then Molly came along not long before Charlie was so cruelly taken. I have to take poor Tiddles to have her cowardly pain taken away in just five days time little girl, but my poor Mum is due back here the day before. At least she will be able to see Tiddles before I take that long, horrible walk, as I have done with Charlie and you. As with Charlie and you little girl, I am absolutely dreading it, but as with Charlie and you, at least she will be at peace. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I love you and I miss you so much, you beautiful, brave, precious little girl. XxX