Good morning beautiful TopTops. I am sorry little girl, I have been so tired this week that I forgot to write to you when I wrote to Charlie. I have had a rotten time, not only am I in the way here, I am now in the way at the place my poor Mum is… I arrive early there, and I am in the way, I get there later, and I am still in the way. I get there three hours before midday, as everyone else does, and some much earlier, and I am shouted at, and in the way again, they made me wait an hour yesterday. I was absolutely furious, but they made me feel that it was my fault, the same thing as that evil old ogre would do when I would have a go at him for eating my food, and something else does. I felt terribly low on the way home yesterday, after spending less than three hours with my poor Mum, and fed George as soon as I got home. A tiny black and white cat has been visiting, and looking for me while I have been with my poor Mum, why she wants to be with me, I do not know. She will throw herself down at my feet, and roll around, but will struggle when I pick her up. I cannot bring myself to cuddle her yet, it is only almost ten months since Molly was cruelly and spitefully snatched away from me, and I am still suffering from hearing her screaming, and then seeing her like that. I was in the way when I got up this morning to take somethings pile of rubbish and cardboard out to the front of the house, and I was in the way when I came back in to feed George. I was in its way when I wanted to leave, and I was in its way when I came back, I do not know how I did not loose it. I thought I felt low yesterday little girl, but I now feel even lower thanks to that thing. Most of the things that I wanted to buy in two different shops, biscuits, cheese, and Vimto had all been grabbed, and the shelves left bare. I can hardly walk, and I am so tired, I wanted to stay here this weekend, but I will only make that blasted thing angry, so I cannot stay here. It has just gone midday, and I am so tired little girl. I am sorry this is short, I will try and write over the weekend. I love you TopTops, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much too, you beautiful, brave, precious little girl. XxX