Beautiful TopTops. Sorry that I am late little girl, I forgot to write to you for a week, as I had Charlie, but I have been very tired walking all those miles every day. On top of that, it has gotten very hot, and two days ago, I choked on a peanut, and have not been able to drunk or eat anything since. The eating did not matter as much as the drinking did, and each time that I tried to drink anything, I would choke, it was really bad little girl, especially with all this rotten stinking heat. I do not know how I managed to walk to see my poor Mum yesterday, as I choked on biscuits and coffee, and I was terribly thirsty. I was no good there, as I was so tired of keeping on getting up for a drink in the night, and then choking, and I had to leave early… that stinking great sun was out as hot as it could be, I do not know how I got home, but it took much longer than it usually does, and I still could not get a drink of water. I had a terrible night little girl, I had to keep trying, and still choked, and it was the same when I got up early this morning. Something told me to push my stomach vert hard a few times, and when I did, I tried to drink some water, and it went down. I kept drinking and drinking, then made myself a mug of coffee before I went to the chemist, and managed to drink that well over an hour later. Since then, I have guzzled down fizzy Ribena, and a whole bottle of milk. It felt wonderful, and I am feeling a lot better than I was, but I am still less than half of what I usually am. I cannot go to see my poor Mum tomorrow, I do not think that I will be able to do so until the start of next week, as it is going to be even hotter. I walked almost 600 miles last month, and had done over 100 so far this month, but I will not manage to get that far this month. I do not want to let my poor Mum down little girl, but that heat is too much for me, it is worse than three months ago. I am almost falling sleep as I write this out little girl, and it is not even two hours past midday… I would not even be halfway home yet. Sorry I have to go little girl, but I will be able to write in the next few days. I love you TopTops, I do love you little girl, and I do miss you, I miss you so much, you beautiful, brave, precious little girl. XxX