Good morning beautiful Topsy. It has not been a very good week little girl, but I did remember the twentieth anniversary of your little Katie crossing over the Rainbow Bridge and getting her Angel Wings. I wanted to get Katie a miniature rosebush, the same as I get for Charlie and you… I did get a white one for Molly, but those foxes dug it up. They did not have any miniature rosebushes though, but I did get a small bunch of red roses to put on Katies little resting place. I was almost knocked down three times by arrogant nasty old car and van drivers, and I did look round for the nasty old scary cars. The nasty old scary filthy van that was driven by someone whose teeth I would have liked to kick in, appeared out of nowhere, and just drove right in front of me. I do not know what it was that stopped me from loosing it, but whatever it was, it could not stop me after I got to the home to see my poor Mum… as a nurse decided to wash her. I cannot go in when I get there, as the nurses are washing my poor Mum then, so I have to walk around for an hour. That would not be a problem in a normal house, as I could leave at five hours to midday, but this is not a normal house, and I have to leave just over five and a half hours past midnight, as I am in somethings way. I was not very happy, but when I knocked on the door to see how long she would be, I could not hear her, as the old cow next door had the telly turned right up. The bow-legged old cow also had the door open, I could not hear a thing, and the nurse got angry at me. I finally found out that she would be ten minutes, so I walked around the block, which takes fifteen minutes, but she still had not finished when I got back, and I was shouted at again. That is when I lost it, I shouted and swore loudly a few times, and when I got back from another walk around the block, I was allowed to go and see my poor Mum at last, over thirty minutes late. It was not over though little girl, I did fall asleep around midday, but woke up suddenly, and tried to go back to sleep for just a few minutes. I said to my poor Mum that I would count to one-hundred, and if I had not fallen asleep, I would sit up. I got to ninety-seven, was just dropping off, when suddenly the door burst open, and two nurses had come to walk my poor Mum. They said that I would not be in the way, but of course, I was, no matter where I went, so I had to leave. Even though I was early, I still got caught at that blasted crossing, as I had almost done in the morning. I was so glad to get back here and feed George, I cannot remember feeding Thomas, but I probably did. I fell asleep up here after eating my dinner, then another three times, and I was looking forward to getting into bed early. Of course, that did not happen, as when I went down there one last time, and it was pitch-black out there, those mentally unstable swamp-things started. The noises that they were making was unbelievable, and that was before that severely retarded thing joined in, and the fence-gnawing lunatic waited until I got up here, before squawking away like a deranged, prehistoric cockerel. I did not get into bed unit much later, and even then, I had to get up for a drink about three times. I woke up as usual at four hours past midnight, but managed to get back to sleep, then got up an hour before I used to get up at. I had to take a great pile of bottles out to the front of the house, then fed George and Thomas, then I had to get back up here out of the way. I had to go shopping twice, the first time was a nice long walk into town, but ehen I came out of the shop not only was it raining, but I somehow managed to forget my backpack with two bottles of Vimto in it, and six tins of cream. I had only crossed the road when I realised, yet when I got back, someone was calling for help. They thought that I had left a bomb there, but luckily for dopey me, I knew the girl who they had called, so I was on my way in minutes. Something has toothache, but I still expected it to have left to see our poor Mum by the time I got back, but ohhh no, it had gone to a dentist. I went around for almost six months in the most terrible of pain, the doctor said that I could have died at any time, yet I still carried on working, though the week before it happened, I felt too unwell to go into work. That thing is just like that evil old ogre little girl, it even said to my little sister, "YOU WILL HAVE TO PHONE THE DENTIST FOR ME," it did not even ask, it told, just like the old ogre. I do not know why it could not use the phone itself, it is probably scared of it or something, but I cannot type down what my little sister said to it. She would not call the dentist until it asked politely, and it did not want to, but had to in the end… very begrudgingly. I was just about to leave to go into town the second time, when I remembered something I had to tell my little sister. If I had gone to the big scary old door, I would have been flattened, as something came crashing through it like a deranged, wild old bull. It has now gone to see our poor Mum, and I will be back there tomorrow. I love you so much Topsy, I do love you little girl, and I do miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful, brave, clever little girl. XxX