Good morning beautiful Topsy. I am sorry again for leaving it for a week little girl, but I am so tired when I get home, I am forgetting, and also falling asleep. I have been up since four hours past midnight, sometimes earlier, and I walk for about six hours a day, so I do have good excuses little girl. It would not be so bad if it was cold, but sometimes even at five hours to midday, I have to take my shirt or hoodie off while idiots barge around in coats with the hood up. In four days time, it will be twenty years since your beautiful little Katie was taken, I cannot forget it. It was a Thursday, I had just got in from work, and my poor Mum was at the vets with your little Katie… I think that she had a heart attack while she was there. The year before that evil old swamp-witch had murdered poor Fluffy, the year before that, we had lost poor Girl, and the year before that, your beautiful little JoJo was taken in a cruel, terrible way on a Sunday morning. I was going to but Katie a plant today, but it will be withered by four days, so I will bring one home with me. I woke up this morning over an hour and a half after I have been getting up, and all I have done is to go and have my dopey head shaved, and go into town twice, as I could not carry everything that I wanted the first time. That is all that I have done though, yet I almost fell asleep as I was writing just now… I almost spelt that wrong just now, and something else too I fed George with two packs of food after I had got up, but when I went out the first time, she came running in for more, so I gave her another pack of food. I fed that big black and white cat this morning, and when I went out the second time, I gave George a big box of ham. When I had to take the rubbish out this morning, it was trying to rain, and when I left here it was… I could have done with that every afternoon that I was walking home this week, as the heat has been terrible. I have never been as tanned as I am right now, and I do not like it, but there is nothing that I can do, except rub suntan stuff on everything on an afternoon. This time next week little girl, it will be nearly next month, and then it will be just three months away from Mollys first Angel Day, which I still cannot believe. A few weeks later little girl, and it will be your seventh Angel Day, and six months after that, it will be Charlies ninth… I do not know where the time has gone to little girl. I am going to have to go little girl, I need to change the sheets on my big old bed, and I need to do it while that barmy great lunatic is getting its ringworm injections, and having its other injections that stop it from being madder than it already is. i love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful, brave, beloved little girl. XxX