Good morning beautiful TopTops. As I said to Charlie little girl, I am so sorry about not coming on here when I get home from the hospital, but I am sometimes so tired, I just want to take my boots off, and sot down. I walked one-hundred and fifteen miles last week, yet I still did not get a lay in, my head was hitting the pillows under two hours to midnight, and I was waking up four hours after midnight. I am falling asleep here after I have eaten my dinner in the evening, that is if I can eat it. This week I have choked on corn flakes, and cheese and pickle sandwiches, so last evening, I had a bowl of ice cream. Last week, I bought some toffee sauce, and went to put some on my ice cream… it had been opened, squeezed empty, and the empty tub just shoved back in the cupboard. I could not believe it little girl, and was absolutely furious, to make matters worse, I choked on the ice cream, and I was using a teaspoon to eat it, unlike a tablespoon like something else does. I have seen the kittens of Thomas, one who is a black and white girl trusts me, but the other, who is white and black, runs away whenever she sees me. One of the black and white tomcats now trusts me, and comes when I call him, he looks just like Jack and Blackie. George ran away when she saw me last afternoon, but then decided to come in for some food anyway. I fell asleep yesterday evening, and was glad to get into bed last night, but I was awake even earlier this morning. I managed to get back to sleep, and got up just before half five, which is a lay in for me. I was just getting out of the way just over an hour later, just when I am usually getting ready to get out of somethings way, and going for a long walk before I get to see my poor Mum three hours before midday. I cannot remember if I fed any of the other cats, I think I fed Thomas one pack of food, and her kitten that trusts me the other… I also gave that black and white tom some ham when I left. I was hoping that it would rain while I was out, but it was terribly hot, and after I got back here, I had to go back out to get stuff that I could not have carried. All I wanted to get myself was loo rolls an tissues… they had neither of the ones that I use, which almost annoyed me as much as that toffee sauce last evening. When I got back here, something had left to go and see our poor Mum, so at least it will be kind of peaceful, unless that retarded, screaming lunatic from the swamp starts. I will try to come back on here again by the weekend little girl, but I am already very tired, and I do not know how I will feel tomorrow, never mind the day after. I have to take poor Tiddles to the vet next week, and I am absolutely dreading it, I really am. I love you so much TopTops, and I miss you so much too, you beautiful, brave, clever little girl. XxX