Good morning beautiful TopTops. I am sorry that I have been away for so long again little girl, but I am so tired when I get home, I am just collapsing into this chair, and I forget to come on here… I had not been on to Charlie for four days. I have to get out of somethings way over five hours before midday, and seeing as I cannot get on the ward to see my poor Mum until three hours before midday, I have to walk around. They say I can be there four hours before midday, but they complain. Seeing as I have had to leave so early, I have been walking a lot more than usual lately, I walked over twenty miles yesterday, and have walked just over one-hundred and seven miles in six days… and I still cannot get a good nights sleep. When I left here yesterday morning, I went to have a look at Molly and Charlie resting places, I cannot remember where your little resting place is little girl, I shall have to ask. Those blasted foxes had been digging at Molly again, and I was absolutely furious. I have been giving George and Thomas ham out there, and the foxes have been taking it from them, I caught a fox the other day stealing ham from George. When I laid poor Jenny to rest, they dug her up so many times, I lost count, and now they keep doing it to poor Molly. I wrapped Molly in her blanket, put her in her catcave, and sealed her in a storage box, which I have called her casket. I did not have the time to get one for Molly as I did poor Charlie, as I had been told about Charlie. I was prepared for Charlie, but even so, it was still a terribly awful shock, with poor Molly, there was nothing. One second I was kissing her good morning, the next, she let out a terrifying scream, and she was gone… I am still suffering awfully from what happened on that horrible, cold Tuesday morning little girl. I keep getting flashbacks, and they make me shout out, though it might have something to do with that thing that burst in my head. When I sat next to poor Tiddles the other afternoon, she got halfway onto my lap, and rested her little head on my stomach. It made me feel a bit better than I have been feeling lately little girl, I have not had a cat on my lap since Molly was there. I am feeling terribly sleepy right now little girl, and I have not done a third of the steps that I usually do. I am seeing double as I type this out, and I think that I am going to nod off at any moment. I had better go little girl, my poor Mum should be home soon, then I can write to all of you as I used to do about five months ago. I do love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I do miss you, I miss you so much too you beautiful, brave, precious little girl. XxX