Good morning beautiful TopTops. I am sorry about not coming on here to little you for the last few days little girl, but I am so tired when I get back from visiting my poor Mum, I forget more than I usually do. I walk exactly the same way each day, but some days it is over fourteen miles, and other days it is just a mile under. I was so tired the day before yesterday, I got cold just after sitting down near my poor Mum, I was so cold, my teeth were chattering… I had to put my shirt back on, and walk up and down. That did not do any good though, until I went and sat in the dining room, and got warm there, that was the day where I walked over fourteen miles. I felt all right after that, and left wearing just a t-shirt, but when I got home and changed, I was shivering again less than an hour later I was so cold that I had to wear two t-shirts, and a big old woolly jumper, but I was still shivering though. I thought that I would get a good nights sleep though, and I was almost falling asleep sitting here in the evening. After I had been down there one last time, and had gotten out of the way, I got into bed, sure that I would get a good sleep… I was awake earlier than I was the day before. I did not think that I would be able to walk there, as my legs and feet hurt so much, my feet hurt so, I had to buy a new pair of boots. The ones that I bought just over two years ago were ruined in that torrential downpour that I got caught in almost ten weeks ago, I do not like spending money on myself little girl, but I had to. Somehow, I managed to walk there, and was glad to see my poor Mum, and glad to be able to sit down, but my pleasure did not last long, as I soon had to get up and leave the room. The time soon went, and then I had to leave for the long, barging walk back here, but it was not as bad as I thought it would be. When I got back here, George was waiting when I came through the big old gates, but there was no sign of Thomas, so I fed George, did a few things, then had to get up here out of the way. I did not go back down there until I had to get something to eat last evening, and even then, I had to get out of the way quickly. I had to get out of the way even quicker when I went down there one last time last night, but that meant I could get into bed earlier, and hopefully get a good nights sleep. Of course, I was awake even earlier than I usually am, but I managed to get back to sleep, then was awake at the usual time. I had walked almost forty miles in three days, I should have slept at for at least another two hours. George ran in as soon as I opened the garden doors, but I had to take the rubbish out first, and put it next to the bottle bins that the lazy bottles blokes cannot be bothered to take. Thomas ran past as I came back, and when I called her, she came round to the back of the house with me, and after I had fed George, I gave her a packet of food. I had to get a wash and brush my teeth, and gave George another packet of food when I got back, but when I took another one out for Thomas, she was not there. After I let George out, I had just enough time to make my coffee, get some biscuits from the fridge, then I had to get out of the way once more. I have not long got back from town, it was a nice walk there, but I had to buy a big bag of brown sugar, six tins of cream, a bottle of drink, a big box of catfood, and a load of other things. It was awful walking back here, even with most of the heavy stuff in my backpack, and of course, when I got back, something was waiting for me to get out of its way so it could go shopping. The tomcats are after poor Thomas again, and they are fighting with George as well, I must have been down there and out into the gardens at least ten times since I started on here to little you. I will try to get on here to Charlie and you when I get home tomorrow little girl, though I will probably be so tired, I will not know what I am doing. I love you so much Topsy, I do love you little girl, and I do miss you, I moss you so much too you beautiful, brave, clever little girl. XxX