Beautiful TopTops. I am sorry that I keep forgetting to come on here to you lately little girl, I even forgot Charlie yesterday, and I have forgotten Jenny and poor Percy too. I cannot understand it little girl, my poor Mum is further away, but I am walking less, as I was walking a long way on a morning before I went to the hospital… yet I am more tired, but not sleeping, it is strange. There was a fox cub in the gardens the night before last, and last night, there were two smaller ones playing. I fed the one the night before, but I was just concerned about poor George last night, as she frightened, and on top of the gates. As I opened the garden doors, the cubs ran off, and George came running in, but I could not let her stay. I had gone down there one last time, something was waiting for me to get out of the way, and I was already running late. I did not want to let George out, but the last few times that I let her stay in, she made a mess, and we do not want that happening again. I choked on my dinner of two cheese and pickle sandwiches last evening, so I was not expecting a good night, I think that I had an awful one, as I have been all over the place today. I was awake much earlier than usual, an hour earlier than I was waking up last week, and I just wanted to sleep. I got up though, and George came running in as soon as I opened the garden doors. Thomas soon turned up, I gave them two packets of food each, then got up here out of the way with coffee and a few biscuits. I thought that I was going to get soaked going to see my poor Mum and coming back, but for some reason, I did not. I got soaked the day before yesterday, the day before that, and two days before that… I have only got one hoodie left until the other two get dry, I shall have to buy more. I fed George and Thomas when I got back here, then I had to get out of the way… something is going to see our poor Mum tomorrow while I am on my way home, so tomorrow evening will be much nicer. I am starving little girl, but it will not be long until I can have something to eat, I just hope that I do not choke on my honey-nut corn flakes… if I do, I will not be very happy. I love you so much TopTops, I do love you little girl, and I do miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful, brave little girl. XxX