William 4th May 2023

Good morning beautiful Topsy. I am sorry about yesterday little girl, but I went to see my poor Mum, and it was on the day that they decided to move her into a care home because they needed the bed and room. My poor Mum has a sore on her back that has not healed properly, and should only take another couple of weeks. They told me that my poor Mum would be being moved about two hours after midday, which is when I usually leave, but I needed to get back here, as I still have a stomach ache. I asked if the could wait until four hours past midday, as something would be there to take over from me, but they insisted that it would all be happening at any moment. At three hours past midday, we were still waiting, but something would soon be on its way, and half an hour later, when I thought it was something coming crashing through the doors, it was the porters. Thankfully, just after four hours past midday, the time I had asked them to wait until, but was told no, something turned up. I kissed my poor Mum goodbye several times, and got back here as quickly as I could to feed George and Thomas, which was over two hours late. After I had fed them, I got up here to take my boots off, got changed, and it was not long before I went back down there to make myself a couple of cheese and pickle sandwiches. By last night, when I went down there one last time, something had somehow managed to get back here, and was waiting for me to get out of the way… and I had awful stomach ache again. I had an awful night, was awake early, but got up, as I wanted to visit my poor Mum. I fed George and Thomas, made myself a mug of coffee, got some biscuits from the fridge, and got up here out the way. I soon had awful stomach ache again though, and I could not think of what it could be. Corn flakes give me an upset stomach now and again, but the cheese sandwiches do not, then about half an hour ago, I realised that I have been drinking a lot of Vimto lately… it is the only thing I can thunk of little girl. I am determined to visit my poor Mum tomorrow little girl, I do not know how long it will take me to get there, or how long it will take me to get home. I might not be able to come on here to Charlie and you tomorrow TopTops, but I will try. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much too you beautiful, brave, clever little girl. XxX