Good morning beautiful Topsy. I am sorry that I keep forgetting to come on here to little you little girl, I feel so ill that I do not know what I am doing. In the past four days, I have eaten about eighteen biscuits, which is about the same amount as something gobbles down when it takes its tablets on a morning. I only start feeling hungry in the late afternoon little girl, and I am so cold, but getting a very good sleep on a night. I walked over 80 miles in six days last month, and did not sleep as I have been in the past four days. Of course, seeing as I am stuck here, and not getting out of the way, something is not very happy about it at all, and bellowed at me for daring to go downstairs four times in an hour yesterday. It bared its odd yellowy, chipped, crooked, brown teeth at me, which reminded me of that evil old ogre, only his teeth were black and putrid, and it hissed something at me in ogreese. I got back up here out of its stinking way until it went trundling off out, then I could go down there for some medicine. I have not seen my poor Mum for five days little girl, I was hoping to see her tomorrow, but that does not look very likely now. I have had to cancel Tiddles appointment at the vets, but hoped to rebook it for next Friday… of course, that could not happen could it. I can only get an appointment on Tuesday the 2nd of May, which is exactly one month short of Charlie’s eighth Angel Day, and it will be twenty weeks since poor Molly was so cruelly snatched out of my hands. Little you knows the room that we will be in little girl, the same room where poor Charlie and you had your rotten cowardly pain taken away, the same room as I have taken all of you in, I do not like that room at all. Even though I want to, I dare not go downstairs little girl, as I do not fancy being attacked by that venomous thing again, it is a good job that I somehow remembered to take my tablets this morning. My eyes feel as if they are going to stop working at any moment little girl, so I am going to have to stop. I will be back writing lots down again soon little,girl, but until than, I am sorry if I keep forgetting. I love you so much Topsy, I do love you little girl, and I do miss you, I miss you so much too you beautiful, brave little girl. XxX