Beautiful Topsy. I am sorry for keep forgetting to come on here little girl, but I am hardly getting any sleep during the night, and am awake very early. When I get home from the hospital, something goes trundling off there, I talk to my little sister, then it is time for me to get something to eat. I collapse in this chair for a couple of hours, do a few other things, then I have to get back up here out of the way when something comes crashing through the big scary old door. I really cannot understand why I am not sleeping little girl, anyone else would have no problem, but dopey me, I cannot do so, even after doing around seventy miles this week. I have to take poor Tiddles to the vets in five days time, which means that I will not be able to go and see my poor Mum… if she is still there that is. Something is going to have a field day, and make sure that it goes up there a couple of times, and I cannot trust it to take poor Tiddles to the vet on its own. It would say that poor Tiddles is too heavy anyway, despite having the strength of several walruses, and I know that something would go wrong. As with Charlie, I am so tired that I cannot think of anything else to tell you little girl, I am sorry, but things should be back to normal soon. I love you so much Topsy, I do love you little girl, and I do miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful, brave little girl. XxX