Beautiful Topsy. I am sorry about yesterday little girl, but I could not walk the way I have been, I had to go and get more shopping yesterday, and when I got back here yesterday afternoon, I was completely knackered… and I have not even walked as much as I wanted to. I had fed George three packs of food, and given her a pack of ham before I left for my walk, and I gave her three more packs of food, and another pack of ham yesterday afternoon. I do not know how much of the ham Thomas ate, but when I went down there to get my noodles, George came crying at the garden doors again. I gave her another packet of ham, but when I looked out there, George was sat halfway down the garden, and Thomas was eating the ham, so I called George, and she came running in, and I gave her another packet of food. After I had been down there one last time last night, I got back up here late, and can just about remember getting into bed. I think that I woke up two or three times during the night, and I was awake forty-five minutes earlier than I woke up on that horrible Tuesday morning one hundred and one days ago… and I could not get back to sleep. I got up, fed George and Thomas, George had three packs, Thomas one, then I cleaned up, and got up here with my coffee and biscuits. After I had given my poor Mum her coffee, I went out there to see if anything had been digging at poor Molly’s little resting place. Nothing had been there, so I went for my long walk, where of course, things just had to go wrong. It started raining just after I had come back through the park, and was walking a very long path, but it was light rain, then on the way back, I had to get more blasted shopping. The fridge and freezer are jammed with stuff, something shoves them in the fridge any old how, and it really annoys me. I am not coming back with anything tomorrow, as I am sick to the back teeth with it. I went in another shop, just to walk up and down the stairs, then when I left there, it started raining again. This time the rain was not light though, and it absolutely bucketed down, I do not think that it could have got any heavier… then a smug human drove through a great puddle, and absolutely soaked me. I swore the worst swear words that I could get my tongue around, and hobbled back here soaked to the bone. Something was not here, so after I had changed, I handed out some custard donuts. I choked twice on a sandwich yesterday, but did not think I would choke on a custard donut… I did, and I had only had a couple of bites. That made me even angrier than I already was, and seeing as I knew that something was going to come crashing through the big scary old door, I got up here out of the way. I had just got sat down when it came through the big scary old door backwards, but at least I was able to get down there to feed George and Thomas. Just before I was going to go down there, I heard something, and it took a few seconds before I realised what it was… a blasted great wasp was at the window, trying to get in, what is it about us. I love you Topsy, I love you,so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful, brave little girl. XxX