Good morning beautiful Topsy. I am sorry again about yesterday little girl, I had just enough time to come on here to Charlie, then I had to go out. I was going to come on here when I got back, but I ended up writing a very long message to someone else. By the time that I finished that, I did not have the time to come on here to little you, as it was almost time for my dinner. I had bought myself a couple of cheese and mushroom quiches, and was asked to buy a bag of potato croquettes. The last time I bought them, I bought a bag for my poor Mum, and one for myself, as I really do like them. However, when I went to get some out of the freezer to have with a cheese and onion quiche, both bags had been grabbed and gobbled down. I do not have to mention who gobbled the most of them down, just as that evil old ogre would have done. I bought two bags again, but this time I was determined to have some, and said so when I got back here. I was going to feed George at the usual time, but somehow, I have managed to be in the way, so I had to feed her earlier. There was only a couple of packets of food left in the box, but thankfully, the food I had ordered arrived… but dopey me had ordered kitten food instead of the usual stuff. George did not mind though, she went potty for the stuff, and so did Thomas when I have him some. That other little fuzzy black cat was out there, but would not eat anything that I gave him. George ate three packs, Thomas two, and George ate the packet of food I had left the fuzzy one, Thomas ate the ham. I was looking forward to my dinner last evening, the quiche smelt so nice, and I had six potato croquettes… not almost a whole bag, like some. I had only just put a small forkful in my mouth, and chewed thoroughly, but it did not matter, I was soon choking, I kept on choking until I was so angry, I threw it away, it was far to late for me to get something else, so I had to go,without. In a normal house, I could have just gone downstairs to made myself a bowl of noodles. In a normal house, I would not have had to go downstairs, but this is not a normal house little girl, and that is why I had to go without. After I had got out the way last night, I got in bed late, and do not know what kind of night I had, but I was awake very early again, and could not get back to sleep. I ended up getting out of bed about the same time as I did on that horrible Tuesday morning eighty days ago. I fed George and Thomas, got the coffee ready, and after I had drank mine, I went into town with orders to get a certain type of pizza. Of course, I could not get it in the three shops that I tried, so I went to where I walked to yesterday, and tried in three shops there as well… none of them had it either, I had to get one that was similar. I bought my little sister some sandwiches, a d got myself a boiled egg and cress sandwich, as I was absolutely starving. When I got back here, my little sister told me that some ignorant nurse had insulted her again, just like the arrogant pig from the other day… she said that he reminded her of that evil old ogre, so the b@$*#&€ must have been awful. I came up here to call and make a report about him, but the number they called me from the other day was not working, so I opened my sandwich, took a small bite, and was soon choking on it, I could not believe it little girl. George was crying, so I went to feed her and Thomas, George had three packets, Thomas two, but that little fuzzy black cat would not take anything from me. After I had finished with them, I had to get back up here out pf the way, I just hope that I do not choke on my bowl of noodles this evening little girl. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much, you beautiful, brave little girl. XxX