William 28th February 2023

Good morning beautiful Topsy. It was nice in this house yesterday afternoon little girl, for about three hours anyway. I have been getting back here from the hospital at about ten past three, then feeding George and Thomas, getting my hot drink ready for the evening, then getting out of the way. I have done that every day for almost a month, and yesterday, I had a strange feeling that I might be barged out of the way, so I went down there early to feed George and Thomas, and get my drink ready. I got back up here before three, and waited… and at ten past, something came crashing through the big scary old door, exactly the same trick as a certain evil, tail treading old ogre used to do to me. I had to get out of the way quickly when I went down there for my noodles and hot drink last evening, but when I went down there one last time last night, I stayed talking to my poor Mum and little sister longer than I should, which did not make something very happy at all. I ended up getting into bed much later than usual, because I had to move the traps around, as that stinking mouse had been doing my head in all day. I do not know if I had a good night, but I was awake very early this morning. Though I managed to get back to sleep for a while. I woke up at exactly the same time that I did on that horrible Tuesday morning seventy-seven days ago, I could not believe it, then when I opened the big window, George was crying loudly. I fed George and Thomas, made myself a drink, then got up here with some biscuits. After I had given my poor Mum her coffee, I went into town, much to somethings annoyance, though dopey me had not only forgotten to bring a list, I had not even written one out. I did remember the main thing that I had forgotten for my poor Mum the other day, and I remembered to get myself some noodles with a few other things, then I went to see that nice lady who loves cats. After I had finished there, I walked the long way home, dreading it when I got,through that big scary old door, but my little sister was in the kitchen. After I had put the shopping away, I went out there into the gardens to Charlie and Molly’s little resting places… I cannot remember where your little resting place is little girl, even though I dug it… I shall have to ask. I got a shock as I got to Molly’s, as the little box that I had laid her to rest in was showing, I had to dig another hole to cover the box with the earth. I then had to get out of the way, but I had to,come on here to you all anyway. I am going out for a long walk after this. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful, brave little girl. XxX