Good morning beautiful Topsy. That deranged lunatic was screaming and screeching as loudly as it possibly could yesterday afternoon, I was glad that it was all over and done with by the time that I got home. I had to leave the hospital early again, as I was getting in the way, and all I was doing was feeding my poor Mum her yogurt, and giving her some water because the nurses were too busy. It was a much better walk home, though dopey me decided to go into the shop for daft things like food. It was absolutely packed in there, but to my surprise, I managed to get ten lots of big noodles, and some of those jam and cream biscuits that I like. There were some other ones that I liked even more, but they suddenly disappeared, and each week that I go in there, the biscuits section seems to get smaller. When I eventually got out of there, I headed for home, expecting there to have been another argument, but there had not, but something had caught my sister eating some toast, She got the same glare that the evil old ogre used to give us, so my sister told it to go and get whatever it wanted to gobble down. It came back with a great big pasty, a mug of soup with two great lumps of bread, and still wanted more when it had finished. After walking here and back, I had a bowl of noodles and a hot drink last evening, and I felt full. After I had gotten out of the way last night, I managed to get into bed early, but it was warmer than usual, and I think I had trouble getting to sleep. I woke up early this morning, but managed to get back to sleep, then woke up five minutes before I did on that horrible Tuesday morning when poor Molly crossed the Rainbow Bridge. I opened the garden doors for George as soon as I got down there to the kitchen, gave her food, washed, gave her more food, brushed my teeth, then gave her more food. I fed that little black cat as well, I fed them when I got home yesterday afternoon too. I did not leave as early this morning, so had a nice mug of tea. I had some biscuits as well, then left just over an hour later for the walk here. It was not as bad as it was yesterday, and I got to the ward in under an hour, but they would not let me in, I had to wait for someone to come along. I had just kissed my poor Mum good morning, when I was in the way again, and had to wait over half an hour in the waiting room, where the heat was so high, I was sweating. I do not know how things will be with the connection thing tomorrow little girl, but today has been awful, it is the latest that I have been on here to little you, as it is half past midday. I have usually finished by at least two hours ago to Molly, Charlie, and you. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful, brave little girl. XxX