Good morning beautiful Topsy. I remembered to tell Molly and Charlie about that nice lady who came on to your pages and left messages little girl, it is such a shame that she has passed away. There was only one very loud bang-bang-bang on the big scary old door yesterday little girl, and that came just after I had got up here out of the way after going down there at midday. I forgot to get myself a drink ready for the evening, so I had to go back down there in the late afternoon. It was absolutely freezing, so I let George in to give her some food, but when I looked, there were no packets left. I had to give her a packet of Molly’s game. I have given poor Percy and George Molly’s food before, I gave Percy every packet of the duck, but it is not the same, Molly should be eating them. George cleared the plate, and thanks to me giving her that liver sausage squirty stuff the other day, she cannot stay in any more… maybe she will be allowed to in a few more days. I think I fed George again when I went down there for noodles, but I cannot be sure. It was bitterly cold last night, but was nice and warm in the room where my poor Mum was, as I had to turn the heat on for her. I got into bed as soon as I could when I got up here, but because I have bern reading the stuff that I told Charlie about seven years ago, I had that evil old ogre bouncing around in my head. I had forgotten the things that he and something else did to me day after day, and barging me out of the way. Some days when he would be here, I would have to wait nearly three hours before the balding lunatic would allow me to get in the kitchen to feed the cats, including little Molly. One day, as I came up the stairs with Molly, he told me that he was going to make her like him, as she, along with all the other cats, would run away from him with their tails down. All the cats, including Charlie and Molly ran to me with their tails in the air… I do not know if it means anything though. I woke up about four times during the night, and something woke me this morning at around the time I woke up five Tuesdays ago. When I got down there to the kitchen and opened the garden doors, I called for George, and she ran in, then went straight back out. When george finally came in, she ate as many packets of game in less than half an hour, as Molly would eat in four days… I really do not know where she puts it. I left George down there, but she wanted to go out just before I made the coffee. I have to go into town again tomorrow little girl, and I have only just remembered that I have to take Tiddles to the vets for a check up. I will not be able to come on here until the day after little girl. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much too you beautiful, brave little girl. XxX