Good morning beautiful Topsy. I had to go to the hospital to get my dopey head looked at yesterday little girl, a perfectly normal thing to go and have done, and in a normal house, would not have been a problem. Of course, this is not a normal house, and had I left here when I was supposed to, would have got me in the way of large breakfasts being cooked for something. Dopey me stupidly thought that if I left here earlier, I would not get in anythings way. Of course, when I went in a room to see my poor Mum before I left, there was something stuck there, waiting for me to get out of the way, I really could not believe it. It was bad enough leaving here to walk all that way to the hospital, as the last time I had done that, I had said goodbye to Molly, though being in somethings way yet again had made me even more depressed than I already was. In the long walk there, huge breakfasts could have been cooked, gobbled down, and somethings big plates washed. I got there much earlier than I was supposed to, so I had to wait ages before I was seen, and when I was seen, I spent about half an hour inside a clanging, banging, whirring odd machine with my eyes shut most of the time. When they had finished, and I had come out, I almost fell over, and then when I left, I almost fell down the stairs, it took longer for me to walk back here than it did to walk there. I was dreading getting back here, as the last time I had done that, Molly was crying as soon as I got in the house. As soon as I got in, I went in the kitchen, opened the garden doors, let George in for some food, and got a mug of coffee ready for my poor Mum. I wanted to change my clothes first, and went in to see mu poor Mum before coming up here, but when I got in the room, I could not believe it. There on the dining table was a pile of breakfast plates, and something was stuck there, waiting for me to get out of the way so that they could wash them… I really could not believe it. I had to get out the way so quickly, I forgot to get my drink ready for the evening, so I had to go down there in the late afternoon, and get in the way once more to do that. I was very hungry by last evening, and had two lots of noodles, but when I had got up here out of the way again, I could only eat a few forkfuls, and my stomach was full, so I had to throw them away. When I took the bowl down there, I let George in again, and she settled down on Charlie’s chair by the scary old washing machine. She was still in when I went down there for the last time last night, and I wondered if she would be staying in again. I had an awful night little girl, I was cold and tired, but that did not help, and I did not want to get up when I woke up this morning. I did though, as I thought that George might be in… she was not though, but came running in when I opened the garden doors. She went out again when I went down there to make the coffee, but came back in just before I had to get out the way. She was not in for long though, as about an hour later, the bang-bang-banging started on the big scary old door, much earlier than usual. Of course, that frightens George, it is why it is known as the big scary old door, and I heard the garden doors being slammed as she was shoved out. I think that it is going to be yet another day of continuous bang-bang-banging little girl. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful, brave little girl.