Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was just the same as the past ten other days have been little girl, absolutely horrible. Seeing as it was not as cold as it has been though, I took off my thick woolly jumper, thermal t-shirt, and t-shirt, and had a good shave. I had not bothered shaving when I was ill, and then with Molly passing, I could not be bothered even more, but I had to yesterday, and had a good bath as well. I thought that I might get ill again, but after I had put my clothes back on, I was fine. I had to put towels in the scary old washing machine though, and seeing as George was curled up on Charlie’s chair by there, I had to move the chair slightly, and she ran to the garden doors. I tried to get her to stay in, but she wanted to go out, and I did not see her for the rest of the day, though I looked out there for her many times. I swear that I just heard Molly coming across the duvet as she usually does, but of course, she was not there. I had four babybel cheeses last evening, I have not had them for ages. I have just tried to go down there to the kitchen to see how George is, but the hallway has been blocked, so I cannot get down there. I do not know how long that will be going on for, but lights are blazing away, so the bill will just go on going up, even though we are not using the heating. After trying two times, and not being able to go through with it, I finally spoke to a very nice human at the Blue Cross yesterday about poor Molly. She could not tell me what had happened, but at least I had someone to talk with. The nice humans name was the same as my poor Mum’s, and I think that I will try again today. I am going to have to wait until next week when I take Tiddles to the vet to find out what happened to poor Molly, and I am dreading that as much as I am telling my poor Mum when she comes home today. I think the only reason I am managing not to completely loose it, is tapping all this down every day… I do not know what I might have done if I did not do this. I cannot think of anything else to say right now though little girl, I am sorry. I love you Topsy, and I miss you too you beautiful, brave little girl. XxX