Good morning beautiful Topsy. It was another awful day yesterday little girl, I was so depressed, I did not even go back downstairs to talk to my little sister until last evening. I was being so selfish, and had forgotten that she had told me something the other day when I told her that Molly had crossed the Rainbow Bridge. She had told me that the same thing happened to her with Girl, that happened to me with Molly, but I have been so upset, I had forgotten about it, and she had not told anyone what happened. My little sister had just said that Girl jumped into her arms and passed away, I can see why she did not say what happened, because it was a terrible, terrible thing to see… it was truly awful. I have just tried to call the Blue Cross so I can talk to someone about Molly, but it is an awful line, so I hung up before the call went through. I cannot use my phone, as I know as soon as I call, a call will come through, but I have only just realised that I can turn something off so that does not happen. I do not know what I am doing little girl, I cannot think straight, my greedy odd stomach is grumbling, and I am hurting so much. I said to you yesterday that I would not be able to go down there to the kitchen just before midday, and I was right, as something was barging up and down the hallway for about twenty minutes before going off to the hospital to see our poor Mum, probably getting there just as lunch was being served, as that comes round about an hour past midday. I went down there about two hours later, and got my drink for the evening ready, as I knew that something would come crashing through the door if I went down there at the usual time in the late afternoon. As I was sat here feeling depressed, I heard something come crashing through the door, and looked at the time… it was just at the time I would have been down there. That evil old ogre was a master at doing things like that, I do not know how, but he was, and now something else does exactly the same. I am babbling on again little girl, but I will try the Blue Cross again soon. I love you Topsy, and I miss you too little girl. XxX