Good morning beautiful TopTops. I had a better night last night little girl, as a nice lady came round to see us about our poor Mum coming home, and noticed how cold it is, and that my little sister and I were very unwell. It has been pointless me calling the doctor, as last week they did not give me all of my medication, and I was told to call their chemist last Friday morning at eight. I did just that, but was told that I was twenty-ninth in the queue, and by the time that I got through almost an hour later, everything had gone. I did not get the rest of my medication until the day after Molly was cruelly taken, but yesterday my little sister and I were given a load of tablets to help with this covid thing within hours. I took one last night with my other medication, and after I had got into my big, cold bed, and cried out for poor Molly a couple of times, I was away. I only woke up twice during the night, but I woke up early this morning. I laid there for a while, then got up, and it was the same time as I got up the morning that I lost poor Molly. I went down there and opened the garden doors, went out into the gardens, and spoke to Molly, then called George. She came along, came in with me, and has so for eaten nearly five packets of food. I am trying to calm myself down by looking at hundreds of photos of Molly, and even though it does help, I so wish that she was back here with me right now. I do not care if she climbed the net curtains and pulled them down, and I do not care if she was sick everywhere, as long as I had her back here with me. I could not help shouting out when Molly climbed the net curtains, was sick on the bed, and managed to get some poo on the sheet that I cover the whole bed with. I even had a go at her on Monday night because she had been in her tray, and I had to clear it away, but that was only because I had to go back downstairs, as I was expected to be out of the way by then. I was already angry at those pigging people rejecting my calls at the hospital, as it did infuriate me. I did apologise to my beautiful little friend Molly before I got into bed, and then again when she came to greet me the next morning… I even managed to get a kiss and stroke her before she was cruelly taken away from me. I have gone on again little girl, I did the same with Molly and Charlie, I am sorry little girl. I love you so much Topsy, and I miss you so much too you beautiful brave little girl. XxX