19th November 2022

Good morning beautiful Topsy. I do not have much to say little girl, but I did have to call an ambulance for my poor Mum, though I was called back by someone who wanted me to answer questions. I was left waiting for over forty minutes, and had to hang-up because the music was making me so angry. They then called back, and told me that the ambulance had been cancelled, so I did not know what to do… then it turned up. Something went to the hospital with my poor Mum, so at least there was a break, as it has not been to work this week, and that few hours of freedom usually calms us all down. I was told that they would call me, but by the late yesterday afternoon, they had not, so I called them. I did get a call last evening, and they told me that something was on its way back, and was expecting me to pay for a taxi. By the time that I had to get in bed, it had still not got back here, and I was very cold, and very tired. I do not know when it got back, but when I got up this morning, it had come back. I fed George with five packets of food, and left her in the kitchen, but she will have to go out when I go back down there. I do not think that I will be on here every day little girl, but my poor Mum might be back home next week. That evil old ogre left my poor Mum, my sister, and me in an awful mess from years of mental and physical abuse, but my poor Mum had to put up with it for the longest. Not one person would believe us when we told them about him, so we just gave up. I love you Topsy, and I miss you too little girl. XxX