14th October 2022

Good morning beautiful Topsy. I waited as long as I could for the bottle blokes to come yesterday morning, but something was waiting for me to get out the way so much, I had to leave to go in to town. As usual, I could not get what I wanted, there were no carrot cake or lemon slices, so I had to buy a carrot cake and a lemon cake… but that will be the last time, at least I managed to get Molly those new biscuits that she likes so much. I was back here earlier than usual, but was still in something’s way. I put the shopping down, and went back out for a walk in that big park, the noises over there were wonderful, and I remembered to bring a bag of nuts for the squirrels. I saw some ducks, some geese, and a bird that I did not know, but no little squirrels came running up as they usually do. I got back here an hour later, and as soon as I stepped through the door, I was in the way again… I put the shopping away, made myself some coffee, and got back up here. Of course, I was in the way at midday as well, but it had to wait, I let poor Percy out, changed my clothes, made the bed, made my poor Mum her tea, then got back up here out the way once more. I was just sitting down when I heard some clattering and banging out there, and it was those bottle blokes, almost six hours later than they usually are. Seeing as nobody else could be bothered to bring the bins back round, I had to go back down there and get in something’s way again. In the afternoon, the time seemed to fly by, just as it does at night, so it was soon time for me to go down there and be in the way again. I had to get out the way so quickly last evening, I had just enough time to see to Molly, get some carrot cake, then it was back up here again. I got out the way quickly with Molly last night, got in bed, and it felt as if I had just closed my eyes, when I looked at the time, and it was time to get up again. I laid there, and fell back asleep for a few more minutes, then got up. Poor Percy and George ran in as soon as I opened the garden doors, I gave them their food. I let George out with a big lump of ham, gave Percy his usual, then got up here out the way. When I went down there to make the coffee, Percy had finished his food, so when I had taken my poor Mum her coffee, where something was wallowing and waiting for me to get out of their way, I gave him another pack of food, then got back up here. I do not know what it is that I have not done to Molly, but she has not been over to see me yet, and I have been up for hours. Anyone else, and she would be burring and whirring around them, even though they have hated her and thumped her because she was protecting her kittens when little you went investigating. Of course, that was all my fault, and I was shunned for weeks after that, but what is new… I am getting that same thing now for being angry when someone went in the bathroom just before I went down there for some noodles a few Sunday’s ago. They could gobble down a great big fried breakfast, and shovel down a big roasted dinner, and more in the evening, but dare I complain when I was put off my noodles, and it is like I have done something terribly wrong. I cannot carry on little girl, as someone is hammering and hammering away down there in the kitchen right under this room, knowing full well that it annoys me. If that is not bad enough, there is loud noises coming from house that is never finished, and there are some cheering idiots over there as well. The hammering and banging will start early in the morning, and the morning after that too. I love you Topsy, and I miss you too little girl. XxX