Good morning beautiful Topsy. I did not feel the same yesterday afternoon as I did the day before, but I suppose that having large hairy things wanting me out the way as soon as I dare to go downstairs, will do that to me. I was sure that I heard that maniac from over there, but that screaming kid from over the back was screaming away like anything, so it might have been her… I do not know who has the loudest scream. I had to get out the way late yesterday afternoon to make way for large gobbling’s. When I went back down there for food, I was allowed to get a big bowl of noodles, but I still had to hurry up, as large hairy things were waiting to come barging down the hallway. I did enjoy them, and with a full stomach, I hoped that I would get a good nights sleep when I got in bed after getting out the way with Molly last night. I can just about remember getting in bed, then the next thing I knew, I was waking up, but not at the usual time that I am woken at, it was much later. I think I woke up once more, then when I woke up this morning, it was half an hour before I used to get up at. When I got down there to the kitchen, I opened the garden doors, and poor Percy ran in before I could call him, George flew in quickly as well. I gave them their food, let George out with ham, gave Percy his usual, then got up here out the way. Just before I went back down to see how Percy was doing, it started raining, and when I got down there, it was absolutely pouring down. Dopey me did not think of looking for out there for George, all I was thinking about was getting out the way again. When I went back down to make the coffee, I forgot to look again, all I wanted to do was get out of that great lumps way… and there it was, stuck there like a bad dream, waiting for me to get out of its way when I took my poor Mum her coffee. I will not be so lucky to have the time for noodles this evening, but I do have some jam tarts, a coffee and walnut cake, and a carrot cake in the fridge. Even with that evil old ogre here, I could have a proper meal three, maybe even four days a week… since that thing took over, I have not had a proper meal now for well over three years, yet it makes sure it gets three or four good shovelling’s a day. I love you TopTops, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you so much too. XxX