20th September 2022

Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was another awful day little girl, but at least poor Percy was still in when I was allowed down there to the kitchen, though as usual, I had to get out of somethings way. I had to let Percy out, make my poor Mum her tea, then it was back up here until the late afternoon. Even though food was not eaten until an hour later, I still had to get out the way when I went down there in the late afternoon, and by evening, I was so hungry, I had to have a bowl of noodles. I tried to get out the way as quickly as I could, but for some reason, it took longer than usual, and something was waiting to come down the hallway. I felt better after eating the noodles, but by the time that I went down there to get out the way with Molly, I was back to feeling low again. I hoped that I would have a good sleep, and just after I got in bed, I was soon away, but was woken up at around the usual time two hours later, and after that, I had a horrible night. I woke up an hour before I used to get up at, but was just falling asleep when Molly knocked something down. I got up to see what it was, but could not see anything, so I got dressed, and went down there to feed poor Percy and George. Percy was already crying out there when I got in the kitchen, and came in as soon as I opened the garden doors, but George just stood there meowing until I put a plate under her nose, and she ran inside. I gave them their food, let George out with ham when she had finished, gave poor Percy his usual, then got out the way. I went down there twice to see how Percy was, and when I went down there to make the coffee, Percy had nearly finished his food. Something was waiting for me to get out of its way when I took my poor Mum her coffee, but I went back down there to give poor Percy another pack of food before getting out of that blasted things way again. I do not suppose that today is going to be any better little girl, I am so tired that my eyes hurt, and I will be lucky if I get half of a small coffee and walnut cake for my dinner this evening. I love you Topsy, and I miss you too little girl. XxX