19th September 2022

Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was another awful day little girl, with the same old thing each time that I went down there to the kitchen. I had to get out the way so quickly last evening, I had just enough time to see to Molly, then get my dinner… which was half a carrot cake, and it was a wonder that that had not been grabbed and eaten. It was not until then that I remembered that I had a good film to watch, and that cheered me up no end. Of course, that cheerfulness went when I went down there to get out the way with Molly last night, as something was waiting to come down the hallway. My head hit the pillows later than usual, but I was soon asleep, and was woken up around the same time as well. I woke up about six more times, then woke up this morning an hour before I used to get up at, and just laid there for a while. When I got down there to the kitchen, poor Percy was crying, and he came in as soon as I opened the garden doors. George came along and just stood there crying until the food was ready, then came inside. When George had finished, I let her out with ham, gave poor Percy his usual, then got up here out the way. I had to get out the way when I went back down there to make the coffee as well, as something was stuck there when I took my poor Mum’s coffee in to her. Poor Percy had nearly cleared his plate though, so I went back down there to give him another packet of food, then I got back up here yet again. Molly decided to run off down the stairs as soon as I opened the door, and I had to go to get here quickly before any moaning and muttering started. I will not be getting the usual break that I have today, so I will be even more depressed by tomorrow, and I did not think it could get any worse. I love you Topsy, and I miss you too little girl. XxX