17th September 2022

Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was as awful as the other days have been just lately little girl. I had to get out the way as soon as I went down there just before midday, as something was waiting to go out, but at least I had no trouble putting poor Percy out, as he wanted to go. Then I made my poor Mum her tea, and got up here out the way until I was allowed back down there in the late afternoon to get out the way again. Not long after I got out the way, the smell of dinner cooking came from the kitchen. It was one of my favourites that I have not been able to have for years, and it made me feel hungrier than I already was, so I had to have some noodles when I went back down there. Something was already waiting for me to get out the way when I went down there, but they would have to wait. After I had got up here out the way, and eaten the noodles, I felt a lot better. After I had been down to the kitchen get out the way with Molly last night, I got in bed, and was soon asleep. I was soon awake again though, as someone out there on the landing made sure, and has been doing so for ages. I woke up a couple of more times, and woke up this morning around the same time as yesterday, I could hear George crying even before I took those wax earplugs out. I got down there as soon as I could, and poor Percy ran in as soon as I opened the garden doors. George just stood there crying loudly, and when she eventually came in, I gave them their food. I let George out with ham when she had finished, gave Percy his usual, then got out the way. Poor Percy had hardly touched his food when I went back down there to make the coffee, which was just as well, because as soon as I took my poor Mum her coffee, something was waiting for me to get out the way. I went back down there to talk to poor Percy and stroke him though, then got out the way. I have one of those horrible feelings that this long weekend is going to be awful little girl. All of a sudden, the rubbish and bottles are deliberately left behind, so anything could happen, and it makes me so angry. I love you Topsy, and I miss you too little girl. XxX