12th September 2022

Good morning beautiful Topsy. I felt even worse yesterday little girl, and about an almost two hours after I had to get out of the way at midday, some big mouthed thing came out there, and was shouting and bellowing. I had to turn the sound up on the telly, and I cannot remember when it stopped, but it had stopped by the time I went down there to get something to eat for the evening. I could not do that though, as something was waiting to come down the hallway. I had just enough time to see to Molly, then I had to get back up here out of the way, so I did not have time to get anything. When I went down there to give Tiddles her chicken soup, I managed to get some lemon slices, but that is it… maybe I can have noodles this evening. After I had got out the way with Molly last night, I got in bed, had another awful night, and was awake this morning an hour before I used to get up at. My eyes feel awful, and I was almost falling asleep an hour later. I fed poor Percy and George, let George out with ham and the food they left, gave Percy his usual, and got up here out the way. I went back down there to check on Percy a few times, then when I went back down to make the coffee, Percy wanted to go out when I took a tin out there to the bin. Something was waiting for me to get out of the way as soon as I took my poor Mum her coffee, so up here I had to get. I did not think I could feel any lower, but I have got there. I love you Topsy, and I miss you too little girl. XxX