8th September 2022

Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was quiet again little girl, but I still did not feel any more cheerfuller, as in this house, things always seem to balance themselves out to the dark side. Even though something went waddling off out for four long hard hours of gabbling and gobbling, I managed to be in the way of my sister when I went down there into the kitchen just after midday. Poor Percy wanted to finish his food before I let him out, then I just had enough time to make my poor Mum her tea. Back up here I had to get until the late afternoon, where something came crashing through the big scary old door just before I was allowed down there. I thought I would be in the way of it waiting to go to the chip shop for more gobbling’s, but I was not, I was in the way of it waiting to put gobbling’s away in the fridge. Chocolate cakes, chocolate puddings, and other chocolate whatever’s have been stuffed in there, and shoved in places where I like to keep things… oh well, I only paid for the blasted fridge. I should be grateful that I am allowed to keep milk and carrot cakes in there, when I can get them that is. Seeing as I have hardly eaten anything for three days, I was starving by the time I went down there for food last evening, and had to have a big bowl of noodles, but I had to be quick, as big surprise, something was waiting to come thundering down the hallway. The goofy coo is doing the same thing that it and the evil old ogre used to do to me when I was a kid, only this time, it is doing both, and it is worse. I had to get out of the way quickly when I went down there to get out of the way with Molly last night, and just after I got in here, I was in bed, and asleep. It did not last for long though, as I was awake four times during the night, woke up very early this morning, and seeing as it was pointless trying to get back to sleep, I got up. Poor Percy ran in as soon as I opened the garden doors, and when I got back from taking the rubbish and cardboard round to the front of the house, I called George. She did not arrive until poor Percy was eating his food, and she tried to get it, but I carried her across the kitchen to her plate, and she had a good feed. She wanted to go out as soon as she had finished, so I let her out with ham, gave Percy his usual, then got back up here as soon as I could. I gave Percy another packet of food when I went back down there to make the coffee, and I waited nearly an hour for the rubbish and cardboard blokes to come before I had to get out of the way again. Today is going to be awful little girl, I know it, I have the same feelings that I had when I knew that I would get a beating from that evil old ogre as soon as he came crashing through the big scary old door. Something would tell him a load of lies in the hallway, and up the stairs he would come to beat me. I love you Topsy, and I do miss you little girl. XxX