1st August 2022

Good morning beautiful Topsy. Something was definitely wrong with the force yesterday little girl, as it stayed quiet all morning, and even more shockingly, stayed quiet in the afternoon as well. By the time that I went down there to the kitchen to get out of the way late yesterday afternoon, there still had been no barking, screaming, squawking, or snarling from that bronzed lunatic. There was still no looniness when I went back down there for something to eat, though I had to get out the way quickly. Something had shovelled down huge fried breakfasts, and most of the chicken pieces and salad that I had bought for my poor Mum, and dopey daft me… I had six lemony slicey things, but I should be grateful they had not been grabbed and gobbled down. I was just laid back in this chair after my huge feed, when it started, the screams of a wild lunatic at the big old fence, and that was the beautiful quietness all over and done with, but I should be grateful it lasted as long as it did. It was running around doing its usual things, I had to turn the sound on the telly right up, but I could still hear the deranged idiot. It was still at it when I went down there to get out of the way with Molly last night, and an hour later, was still squawking away. I do not know when the barnpot stopped, as I shoved some of those waxy things in my ears, and crawled into bed before I collapsed in this chur. Of course, I had another awful night, and was awake very early this morning, but managed to go back to sleep. I woke up ten minutes before I used to get up at, but felt so bad, I just wanted to stay there. Molly soon sorted that out by ploughing across my legs, and waiting to get settled down, so I got up, and went down there to feed poor Percy and George. They both came in together when I opened the garden doors, and I gave them their food… the stuff from the big shoppy place, but they did clear their plates, as it had been in the fridge all night, and I put ham out for George, but she did not want to go. She did after a while, so I gave poor Percy his usual, then had to get out the way. When I made the coffee, and took my poor Mum’s in to her, there something was, stuck there like a broken down tractor, waiting for me to get out of its way, I just had enough time to give poor Percy another packet of food, and then up here I had to get. At least I will get a few hours peace today little girl, but that will seem to go by as quickly as minutes do. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful, brave little girl. XXXXX