Good morning beautiful Topsy. I felt so low the day before yesterday, and cannot remember much little girl. I remember letting poor Percy out, had carrot cake in the evening, and got into bed early, but I need not have bothered, I had an awful night, and was awake before it had got light. I had to get up, as a great pile of rubbish had been left in the kitchen for me to take out there to the bin, and poor Percy ran in as soon as I opened the garden doors… George stayed out there until I got back. I gave them their food, let George out with ham, gave Percy his usual, then got back up here out the way. The rubbish and cardboard was taken away very early, which was a big surprise, so I could go into town… however, even though I took my poor Mum’s coffee in to her much earlier than usual, there was still something stuck there waiting for me to get out the way. It was a nice walk into town, and there were hardly any people, which meant I could get everything I needed. I got back here much earlier than normal, but poor Percy had already been shoved out, and something was waiting for me to get out the way again. I came up here for Molly, she played around while I put the shopping away, and I was soon back up here out the way again. I had a horrible headache, and cannot remember much until I went back down there at midday… where of course, something wide, heavy, and hairy was waiting for me to get out of the way again. The same thing happened in the late afternoon, and when I went down there for something to eat, though it had to wait, as I was very hungry, and made a large bowl of noodles… I do not think I had got through the door before it was thundering down the hallway. I was still hungry last night, and had some carrot cake, and I had to get out of the way yet again with Molly last night. I was so tired, and stupidly thought that I would have a good nights sleep, and of course, I did not. I was not awake as early as yesterday, but it was still early, so I got up, and went down there to feed poor Percy and George. They left a lot of food, so I let George out with ham, gave Percy his usual, and just about managed to get back up here in time. I could only hear the little birds and squirrels out there, it was a beautiful sound, but was soon ruined when that blasted thing escaped. I imagined it to be running around on all fours, and was screaming, squawking, and screeching. A goon on camel-back recaptured it with a large net, or a lasso, and dragged it screaming and squawking back into the odd pit. When I went back down to make coffee, there was a bit of ham left on poor Percy’s plate, and there was something waiting for me to get out the way when I took my poor Mum’s coffee in to her. I managed to get back down there to the kitchen to give Percy another packet of food, and get some biscuits from the fridge, but then, up here I had to get. I feel very dizzy, my dopey daft head hurts terribly, and each time that I close my eyes, I almost fall asleep, and I cannot let that happen. If I do not get a good nights sleep tonight, I do not know what I am going to do. I love you so much Topsy, I do love you little girl, and I do miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful, brave little girl. XXXXX