Good morning beautiful Topsy. I cannot remember much about the day before yesterday little girl, only that I still felt low, and something was doing all that it possibly could to make me feel even lower. Yesterday was no better, I was awake very early, and when I got down there to the kitchen, something had left a great pile of empty guzzled down bottles for me to take out there to the bins, and a great big pile of rubbish. The amount of rubbish that it churns out is unbelievable, more than a small family would in a week, and it is just left there for dopey daft me to take out there to the bin… it is too lazy to even do that. I fed Percy and George, let George out with some ham when she had finished, gave poor Percy his usual, then got up here until it was time to make my poor Mum her coffee. I tried to get out of here as early as I could to get into town. It was a nice walk into town, and the only thing that spoilt it was the nasty old scary cars appearing whenever I tried to cross a nasty old scary road. It was nice and quiet in the big old shoppy place, and I managed to get everything that I needed to get, including the ham that I usually buy for Percy and George. I also had to get heavy odd things, like a great big box of catfood, two boxes for Molly, a big bag of nuts for the little squirrels and birds, and a great big bag of sugar. It was all very heavy, and what with everything else, I had five very heavy carrier bags, and my backpack stuffed full to stagger back here with. It was awful, as when I came out of the big old shoppy place, that blasted old sun was out, and it was very hot. It took me over half an hour more than it usually does to get back here, and when I did, there was something waiting for me to get out of their greedy, gobbling way… but I had to go back out to the chemist. When I got back, something was still waiting for me to get out the way, and poor Percy wanted to go out. When poor Percy had gone running off down the garden, I came up here for Molly, put the shopping away, then got out of somethings madly grinning way. I tried to order some more milkshakes, but they would not let me have any unless I paid nearly twice as much as I did last time, so when I was allowed down there at midday, I went out again. Of course, something was waiting for me to get out of the way again, but they would have a long wait. The bloke round the corner charges enough for milkshakes, but they were cheaper than the price the other lot wanted, why do nasty odd humans have to be so greedy… I am fed up with greedy odd humans, and something else. When I got back, I had just enough time to make my poor Mum her coffee, then up here I had to get. I was not hungry until I went down there to the kitchen for Molly’s food and water, and had a small bowl of noodles, but of course, I had to be quick, as something was waiting to go thundering down the hallway. After I had gotten out the way with Molly last night, I can just about remember getting into bed, and that is it until I woke up early again this morning. I did not want to get up, and laid there for a while, but then I had to. Poor Percy came running in as soon as I opened the garden doors, and George came wowing after. I gave them their food, let George out with ham when she had finished, gave Percy his usual, then got out of the way again. I had to get out the way again when I went back down to make the coffee, but managed to give Percy another packet of food after I had taken my poor Mum’s coffee into her… I also managed to get myself some biscuits. When I got back up here, Molly had decided to use her tray, and it was truly awful. Anyone would have thought that a herd of elephants had gone trampling through here, and there was nothing that I could do about it, as I could not come out of here again until it was nearly midday. I still have to obey the rules that were laid down from when I was a kid, something makes sure of that, or there would be wild stampeding and trumpeting. I filled the basket with nuts for the little birds and squirrels yesterday, and I can hear the flapping’s of a fat, greedy odd pig-eon out there… by the time that I am allowed back down there, they will be all be gone. I love you so much Topsy, I do love you little girl, and I do miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful, brave little girl. XXXXX