8th June 2022

Good morning beautiful Topsy. I felt even worse yesterday than I had the day before little girl, and I did not think that I could get any lower. Of course, in this house, so many things can be achieved that are thought to be impossible, God knows what I will be achieving tomorrow. Having to let poor Percy out did not make me feel any better, as he did not want to go out, but he had to, as something was waiting for me to get out of the way. Molly only wanted to know me when she wanted something, there was nothing on the telly, and those swamp things had taught that big-mouthed thing a new word. One of the idiots had taught it to say ‘ohh-ohhh,’ and the blasted thing kept shouting it in a stupid, cartoony way all afternoon. I felt so depressed that I cannot remember anything else until I went down there to the kitchen to get Molly her food and some fresh water. My greedy odd guts were grumbling like anything by then, so I had to have a small bowl of noodles to shut them up. It did not make me feel any better, and after I had gotten out of the way with Molly last night, I was going to get into bed… but I could not even do that. As soon as I stepped in this room, a great big old dog over the back started barking. It barked and barked for ages, and got so bad that I almost shouted out at it to shit up, which would not have done any good, as a daft odd human kept telling it to shut up, but it did not take any notice of it. When I eventually got into bed, I had one of those nights when you shut your eyes, and the next thing, it is time to get up. It was pointless just laying there, so I got up, and went down to feed Percy and George. They left a lot of food, so I let George out with ham, gave the food to Percy with some ham, and got back up here. I have to go into town tomorrow little girl, so I will not be able to come on here to Charlie and you. I will be back on here the day after though, hopefully anyway, what with the goings-on in this house just lately, I do not know. I love you Topsy, and I miss you little girl. XxX