Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was an awful day little girl, with my sister getting the hump with my poor Mum and dopey daft me for the stupidest reason. I wrote out cheques to pay her bills four days before, and all she had to do was write something on the back of the cheque, but she would either be on her phone, or that games machine. I also had trouble with that spoilt coo, who wanted me out of the way every time that I went down there. I even had to get out of the way when I went down for my dinner last evening, as it was waiting there like a stuffed warthog. I was very hungry, and had done myself fish fingers with about eight chips, and had wanted to eat it down there in the kitchen, but of course, I could not. When I got up here, I choked on a small piece of chip and fish finger, and I kept on choking, I could not even drink my hot drink, as I choked on that too. I was still choking when I went down to give Tiddles her food, but something was waiting for me to get out of the way, so I had to get back up here. I thought I would choke on my medication when I went down there for Molly, but I did not, though I had to get out of somethings way again. I was very tired last night, but I had an awful night, I kept waking up, and did not want to get up this morning, but Percy and George were waiting to be fed. When I had given them their food, I had some milk, which I choked on, George ate most of the food, so I let her out, gave poor Percy his usual, then got out of the way again. When I went down to make the coffee, something was waiting for me to get out of the way when I took my poor Mum’s into her. I had just enough time to give Percy another packet of food, and get a few biscuits before getting back up here… and I choked on the biscuits and my coffee. I am very thirsty, and absolutely starving, but who knows when I will be able to eat and drink again… if that spoilt coo knew about it, it would have a big dopey grin on its odd spoilt face, just as that evil old ogre would. I am not going into town in the morning little girl, as I have to wait for the cardboard blokes to come, and even that is going to cause that gobbling coo to start moaning because I will be in its way. I feel very low right now little girl, and I cannot think of anything that could cheer me up… I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX