Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was as bad as the day before was good little girl, I was feeling so low, I felt like dropping to my knees… especially when I went downstairs just before midday, and something was already waiting for me to get out the way. George came crying at the garden doors, and I had to get out of the way so quickly the day before, I could not feed her, but I did then. I was glad to get back up here out of the way. I do not know why, but my little sister decided to make me a mushroom, onion, pasta, and cheesy thing yesterday, I have not had it before, and all I wanted for my dinner was a bowl of mushroom and blue cheese soup. I tried to eat it, but I choked on it, and it was far too late for me to cook myself anything else, as something had wanted me out of the way quickly so that it could go thundering up and down the hallway. I had to settle for four slices of carrot cake, but I suppose that I should be happy that I was able to have that… the last time I bought myself some slices of carrot cake, they were seen, grabbed, and gobbled down. I had an awful night, and was awake this morning when it was still dark, I tried to get back to sleep, but it was pointless, so I got up, and went down to feed Percy and George. When I opened the garden doors, just poor Percy ran in, George just stood there. She came in when I showed her an empty plate, and I fed them, let George out with a great big lump of ham, gave Percy his usual, then got up here. I gave Percy another packet of food when I went back down there to make the coffee, and managed to get myself some biscuits before having to get out the way again. I do not know if I will be able to go into town tomorrow little girl, as I now have to keep an eye on the wheelie binny thingies in case a deranged idiot nicks them. If the rubbishy blokes get here nice and early, I will be going into town, but if they do not, I will have to go the day after. I feel very low right now little girl, I cannot think of anything else to tell you. I love you so much Topsy, and I miss you so much too you beautiful brave little girl. XxX