Good morning beautiful Topsy. George kept crying yesterday morning little girl, but I could not get down there to her until I was allowed down there, but when I opened the garden doors and called her, she did not come. Seeing as I was already in the way, I had to be quick, and was just walking away when I heard George crying. She flew in when I opened the garden doors, and I gave her the food that poor Percy had left. She soon cleared that away, then I let her out with some ham, and got back up here to make the bed. When I went back down there, I had to get out of the way as usual, and got back up here until I got in the way again in the late afternoon. I had wanted some mushroom and blue cheese soup last evening, but I had to get out of the way when I went downstairs, as something was waiting to come thundering down the hallway. There was not enough time for me to get it ready when I was allowed down there last evening, as I was in the way then as well, and had to make do with another bowl of noodles. When I went down there for Molly last night, and had then gotten out of the way again, I was not very happy, and was a bit grouchy. I had to put boxes over there to stop Molly from jumping up there, and just as I was falling asleep, she jumped up there. There was an almighty crash as Molly knocked the boxes down, and one of them broke the frame on that painting of Charlie. I was not very happy, and swore at Molly, not badly, and I apologised afterwards, but it took me ages to put the frame back together. In a normal house, I would have been able to take the frame downstairs and glue it back together, it was too dark in here, so I could not do it, but this is not a normal house. I have to wait until tomorrow so that I am not in the way as soon as I get down there. I had another awful night, kept waking up, was awake early again this morning, and as I crawled out of bed, Molly greeted me with a gentle headbutt on my hand, making me feel so guilty. I apologised again, and went downstairs to feed poor Percy and George, they both ran in when I opened the garden doors, and Percy started on George almost straight away. I do not know why he does it, as sometimes I see him washing her. I gave them both their food, and when George had finished, I let her out with a big lump of ham, gave Percy his usual, then got back up here before I had a chance of getting in the way. I had to put poor Percy out when I went down there to make the coffee, as it is Sunday gobbling’s, so I left it as long as I could, and went down there ten minutes later than I usually do. Percy was sat by the garden doors when I went in the kitchen, then went to eat his food, but had only eaten the packet of ducky stuff, he had not touched the ham. I had to let him out, or doors would have started to be slammed, then I came back up here for Molly. When I took Molly in one of the rooms to see my poor Mum, I was already in the way, so I just made the coffee, and got out of the way… I should think myself lucky that I was allowed to get some biscuits. Looks as if it is going to be another one of those nice days that I so look forward to little girl. I love you Topsy, I do love you little girl, and I do miss you too. XxX