Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday morning was better than it usually is little girl, though it soon stopped just before midday, as something decided to barge me out of the way at the usual time that I go down there to the kitchen. At least it had gone out early, which gave me a chance to get Molly’s tray scrubbed, and poor Percy was still in, which was nice, even though I had to let him out. He did want to go out, which made me feel better. After I had brought Molly’s clean tray up here, and filled it with Catsan, I went back down for Molly, but she wanted to stay in the kitchen, so I got back up here out the way. My poor Mum and little sister had asked me to stay downstairs, but I did not want to, the hatefulness that I get from something when it comes barging into the room that I am in is just too much to put up with. It was just as well really, as it soon came crashing through the big scary old door. It was going to go back out again though, and when I had thought it had gone, I went back down for Molly, but it was still stuck there in the hallway, almost blocking my way… but I managed to get past. When I came out of the kitchen with Molly, the hallway was clear, and I then found out that had to get out of somethings way before it went out again. After I had got up here with Molly, and something had gone out, Molly wanted to go back down there. I left Molly down there in the kitchen until I went back down there late yesterday afternoon, and when I got down there, I got a great big surprise. Something was waiting for me to get out of its gobbling way so it could go out and get a great big pile of chickens and chips, so back up here I got with Molly. I was wondering how long I would be allowed down there when I went back down with Molly last evening, but I had enough time to make a big bowl of noodles. I had enjoyed the bowlful the previous evening, but a whole day later, and I was hungry again, so I made myself the same again. I left Molly downstairs, and managed to eat some noodles when I got up here, but then started choking, and I was choking for almost half an hour. I suppose that I should not grumble, I had eaten one bowl of noodles this week, unlike something else, that has not stopped gobbling anything it can get it’s big fat hands on. I fed Percy and George this morning, let George out with ham, and gave Percy a saucer of ham and salmon. When I went back down to make the coffee, I gave poor Percy another packet of food, and had to get a lump of pork, and a great big lump of turkey out of the freezer for tomorrow. I think there should be enough for three normal humans, but the way things have been this week, the whole lot will probably be grabbed and shovelled down by just one thing. You were cruelly taken five years ago in five days time little girl, and it seems unbelievable… for Charlie, this year will be seven. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX